Raging the Impossible

Groovy title huh?
Well it aint it sucks, its impossible because he apologised and now I'm even angrier.
Why? The apology was heartfelt sincere, but still he brings up the dynamic of our relationship, like I contributed something to the abuse. I just dont know if I have words to express how angry I am. This post isnt really working. ITs not expressing it. It needs to burn burn burn a red hot flame of rage that leaps of the screen and burns whatever it comes in contact with