The Working Disabled

Will I be able to keep my job?
Will I be able to do my job?
Will I be able to survive without a job?
What will my quality of life be like without a job?
Will I have to live a life of scrimping and saving just ot survive?

.......or will I find myself free from the nine to five grind?

It just sucks so much not knowing, worrying and wondering. I almost wish the decision was made and I had been forced out earlier